So the update:
Basically, got into a relationship, moved out, started Culinary school, began to deteriorate slowly due to being in a relationship with a very selfish and immature human being, broke up with said person because things were so unstable and nearly violent. Packed and moved in the middle of summer finals. I don't highly recommend it.
Now?
Well, for once in my life, I actually feel happy. Which says a lot considering that I haven't been for a long time. I've lived a life of fear and anxiety. It took a lot of bullshit and hard times to make me really realize what I do and do not want in life. I finally feel like I've found myself. As soon as I did this, I began meeting more people and for once I feel like I'm well-liked and actually social. It's nice. I finally can say that I really don't give a shit about how people think I live my life.
Started dating this friend of a friend.. Which happened accidentally but it gradually turning into something very exciting and nice. I do freelance cake decorating and did a birthday cake for this cute guy and we eventually started going out, and things are pretty awesome.
Maybe I'll have artwork soon. My mediums have changed. Hey, maybe I should post some of my cakes? Hmmmm......







ttyl,
Benjahmin
-Disintegrator
Ed
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Ed
"If you're not confused, you're misinformed." - Tom Clancy
The Trouble with a Love Poem
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[lisa]
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- annihilated with one twist of my trick scissors -
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[FireFox]-[DI]-[Chaoscope]
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201851420
Case #24.24.1.592, 24.24.2.1362
"All the black is really white, if you believe it." - Trent Reznor, IN THIS TWILIGHT.
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[lisa]
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